The Last Man
According to Wikipedia the last man is "tired of life, takes no risks, and seeks only comfort and security". In these past few years, perhaps my entire life up to now I can see myself coming closer and closer to becoming this "Last Man".
For a while now I've struggled to find meaning and I have tried to return to religion to find it, or look into politics for meaning.
When these didn't bring me meaning, I turned to mindless consumption to numb a feeling of "lack".
So what now
I'm trying to embrace the things that before, I would numb myself to avoid and I am trying to actually be happy that I am alive.
Plans moving forward
I most definitely want to read, "Thus Spoke Zarathustra". In both German and English and slowly start to read more of Nietzsche's works.
Death
As I'm writing this I could fall to my death.
That's pretty crazy and yet freeing. I have free will š„³.
I like the sun, I now see why people want to leave the UK.
