My relationship with the song "Wolf In Sheep's Clothing"
It must have started when I was around 9 or 10.
I met someone in a park and they were playing music and in a way I could only ever do when I was younger, I asked them for the name of the song.
It was this song:
This led me into the undertale fandom, and I didn't get out until maybe 4 years later.
In the undertale fandom many AMVs (Animated Music Videos) were produced, where a song was taken and clips from various animations were overlayed over the song.
It was through these AMVs that I found the song "Wolf In Sheep's Clothing" by Set It Off.
2016
During 2016 (when i was 9 or 10), I probably listened to this song because I directed the lyrics towards certain people, who at the time I didn't like.
2024
Surprisingly enough I remembered this song, and I added it to my study playlist and I also listen to it at the gym.
The intended audience has definitely changed, instead of being directed at others I've noticed that on the inside I've been directing it towards myself.
Lyrics
"Deceit, so natural"
It's almost comical, how easy I find lying. Sometimes even I'm surprised at how easy it can be.
"Baa, baa, black sheep, have you any soul?
No, sir, by the way, what the hell are morals?"
There are days or hours or moments in which, honestly I don't feel empathetic or anything really. I've been a terrible person, I could even go so far to say that I'm still a horrible, disgusting person.
"So could you
Tell me how you're sleeping easy?
How you're only thinking of yourself?"
All the things I've done which you would consider bad or terrible, I don't think I've lost any sleep over and I very rarely remember or care about what I did.
"You sink your teeth into the people you depend on Infecting everyone, you're quite the problem"
I don't understand why people continue hanging around with me, when my mood swings so much. And sometimes I notice that what I've done to my friends are genuinely hurtful, and yet they stick around.
The same goes with my family, I'm not sure what they see in me. Some days I wonder if they'd have been better off with throwing me away.
"Oh my god, who am I kidding? Now, let's not get overzealous here You've always been a huge piece of shit"
It may seem like I've changed, but i probably haven't. I'm still a "huge piece of shit".
Addendums
You might be wondering why I posted this on my public blog, when I have a private blog. Well it's because this blog is my blog and I can do whatever I want with it. (within reason)
Also I like the song, I've wanted to review it for a while and it's made me feel better to throw this into the abyss.
Somehow the cover of the song from a prominent cover artist: Nate wants to battle was in my spotify liked songs, so that was neat.
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